Sunday, April 23, 2006

If only life was simpler

The difference between humans and animals, some say, is the ability to feel emotions. Although I think dogs can feel emotions to a certain extent. If only life was simpler, without emotions... what would it be like?

It's over, we broke up after 1 year and 5 mths. It's the most intense stream of emotions i felt since my mom died 5 years ago. The emotions of leaving a person who was close to you. I can understand why humans seek closure, when people die, we bury or cremate them. So I went to the place where we all first started, walked alone, people pretty much freaked out at me walking at that kind of place alone.

I could practically see the shadows of us sitting down there, at the place where it all started. It's just like my brain projecting out an image to my eyes.

We ended as abruptly as we started. I don't know if I had made the correct choice, but my instincts tell me we would come back to the same problem again after 3 months even after we promise each other that we would try harder.

I wish her all the best in her teaching career and better luck in finding a guy who is willing to give her more attention than I would.