Wednesday, January 26, 2005

In love....

I am admitted for Student exchange in Japan, where i can meet my host parents again, so excited that i can see them again.

And yes!~ I don't need to go to school now, just waiting to go to Japan.

well girls and guys are genetically different. Just really wonder what they are thinking at times. If you really wanna talk, use the phone... not the sms. The handphone is really a love and hate relationship for me. SMS = non urgent, phonecall = urgent, isn't this the way the handphone is made?

If i don't reply a SMS immediately, do I love you less. Yes no doubt you could be feeling low or depressed, you could have just called me. Am I logical? or is it that i am a guy and this logic just don't make sense to a girl?

Well things have been sorted out, maybe next time both sms and phonecalls are urgent. Well all these don't make me love you less....

Cherish the ones you love, but how do I consistently show love? It's difficult isn't it? Does not showing love means that you don't love her as much? Is it always necessary to show it openly?
Should it be 24/7? or is there some other benchmark? Should we only show it in times of crisis?
So many questions.... so much to learn about relationships...

Can I be irritated at my dad? well I just did. Later the angel told me not to, he's the only kin I have now... if i don't take care of him, who do I take care of? however, he's also the last person that i can be irritated with... He needs to change some habits, it's really getting into me.
Yes and I mean that I am catching his bad habits too, or at least that's what she told me.
Stop complaining about everything dad, you are making me do so too...